There was some kind of darshan taking place and some people were able to have PC with Him. I was lucky enough to have gotten His PC - but this is the part of the dream that I forgot. I only remember that I had gotten it and that I had felt extremely happy afterwards.

Then, Baba was supposed to give some kind of discourse. However, there were non-margiis present in the hall making noise and being disrespectful. So Baba just got up and left. His real devotees were of course extremely pained at the situation. And one Dada next to me started to cry. I was also crying.

After the non-margiis had been asked to leave, Baba came back and a group of margiis surrounded Him, eager to know who would be next to have His PC. Baba had made the system that a random number would be chosen and that the person with this number could be next to have His PC.

Everyone had little paper slips with some number on it. My number was 13. In my life, somehow I have always considered this number back luck. Though I know this is superstition, I have never really managed to overcome it.

Then, the number announced was really number 13, my number. I was a bit shy to display it in front of everybody. But because everyone was waiting, I disclosed it. I was internally happy but the other devotees were sad that their number had not been chosen.

After that, I stepped a little bit aside and after some more time I saw that Baba was coming towards me. He looked younger, like in the 1960s. Then, Baba said to me that because I already had gotten PC before, someone else should get the chance this time. I agreed. But then, as there was no urgent work to do, Baba just remained standing there with me, by my side. I felt very shy and did not know what to say. But at the same time I felt blessed to be in His presence. And in the end, these moments may have lasted longer than would have lasted another PC with Him.

So everything was really only His blessing to encourage me to abandon my life-long superstition with regards to the number 13 that had provided the good luck to me this time to be chosen for His PC again. And Baba further taught me to follow the path of rationality and sacrifice by suggesting someone else to get His PC, given that I had already gotten it before.