After having been a margii for about two years, I started getting very strong shiverings during my sadhana. Even when doing asanas this happened to me. It was very difficult to concentrate on my lessons or even to simply relax.
It became an especially big problem after I got the 4th lesson. It was almost impossible for me to do pranayama, and sometimes instead of repeating my ista mantra, I just repeated ‘Baba, Baba!’
So one night, He came. He was magically floating in space performing pranayama. He wore a beautiful silk blue dress and seemed motionless and still, absorbed in perfect concentration.
I could notice that His meditative posture (He was sitting in lotus posture) was such that all cakras were in perfect balance. The space around Him was dark but around His body shone a bright, yet soft light. It drifted away from His lower left side (maybe from His right foot) into infinite space as if drawn by some magical current.
After this dream I still had shakings but I realised that Baba wanted me to be calm and serene during my sadhana. I made more efforts and eventually my body became calmer and my sadhana better.
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