At that time I had been coming back into the spiritual flow after a period of not being so serious. I was staying or visiting the Jagrti in Cuernavaca, Mexico. 

... I was standing in front of Baba’s room’s door along with another brother. We were both supposed to sing a song for Baba and were waiting for Him to call us. 

But after waiting for quite some time nobody had yet called us, so I decided to open the door and see or ask what was happening. 

When I opened the door, Baba immediately said in a happy mood: “Come in, come in!” He wanted to hear our song. Then we went into Baba’s room. 

There were some Dadas standing and sitting around Baba, so we were a bit shy to sing in front of everyone. Nevertheless we tried. But really, our singing, or especially mine, was not good and I became very disturbed and embarrassed. 

In the midst of all this chaos, Baba looked at me, straight into the eye and said: “Where have you been for so long?” At that moment, everything became still and in my mind only He and I were there. I completely forgot everyone else around and cried that He had accepted me back.