1990-2000

early years



first experience

The first mystical experience I can recall happened in Germany when I was about 15 years old. 

That time in a dream, I found myself in the midst of a deep mountain cave. I entered some kind of room or...

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sunlight meditation

Before I met Ananda Marga, I had read the book ‘Siddharta’ by Hermann Hesse which inspired me very much.

I then sometimes used to go out into the fields and sit under some tree. I used to close my eyes...

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how I met Ananda Marga

I met Ananda Marga in a beautiful way, on a beautiful occasion.

At that time, a friend of mine from school who had been active in environmental protection campaigning invited me to join him and others...

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I attend my first asana class

Right from the start Baba gave me a little test. At the ecological festival Dadas were giving asana and meditation classes every day. There were about 40 people attending the morning, noon and evening...

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first experience with Baba

This was the first direct experience I had with Baba as a margii. I was taking part in some kind of lft training in Copenhagen, Denmark. Our trainer was Dada Krtashivananda. 

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my first Baba dream

After I had known Ananda Marga for about two to three years, one day I had a dream. 

In the dream I was in India, standing inside a crowd of people. They wanted to sell me various kinds of perfumes but I was not so attracted by those fragrances. 

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words that remain

I was in some kind of conference hall when it was suddenly announced that Baba would be coming. 

Then, the scenery changed. It looked like some kind of outdoor place and the rows of the front seats of the conference hall turned into waves and then some margii audience settled there. 

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negative microvita and His photo

In dream I saw Baba going somewhere and behind Him a mob of very dangerous microvita wanted to attack Him and kill Him. So I was very afraid. 

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namaste

One day I dreamt that I opened the door of one room. It was Baba’s room and I entered it. Baba was lying on a bed and some Dadas were in the room.

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third lesson experience

I usually don’t get any special power during or from meditation. Some people get it due to Baba’s test. But I don’t have any desire for that. 

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Namami Krsna Sundaram

One day in dream I opened a door and saw Baba in the room, telling me to come in. But when I saw Baba I had the feeling that actually it was not Baba but Krsna.

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the all-encompassing flute sound

One day, in dream I heard one brother playing the flute. I heard him but I didn’t see him. It was a margii brother from South America who at that time was living in Sweden. It sounded very beautiful.

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mysterious visitor

Once in dream someone came to me, maybe from a different planet. I was lying in bed and he came near me. It seemed like he was flying, but slowly. 

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pranayama

After having been a margii for about two years, I started getting very strong shiverings during my sadhana. Even when doing asanas this happened to me. It was very difficult to concentrate on my lessons or even to simply relax. 

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the 6th lesson

When I got the 6th lesson, there were three experiences surrounding it.

In the first one, I was dreaming that I was in India and that there was a huge DMC taking place, maybe in Ananda Nagar. 

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'you have a teacher...'

This incident happened when I had just started university in Wales, UK. 

It was the first day and students were just moving into the dormitories or halls of residence. I didn't know anyone.

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a glimpse of the future

When I was at university in Wales, I had some classes on economics and I was also interested in PROUT. The university classes were a bit depressing, so I used to read the book ‘PROUTIST Economics’ to keep me inspired. 

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Dada gives lecture and becomes Baba

At that time I was studying at university in Wales, in the UK. From time to time, Dada Susmita (now Dada Shubhuddhyananda) used to come to visit me there and hold a lecture. 

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BABA NAM KEVALAM !!!

One time I dreamt that one snake was trying to attack me. It was a cobra. I was in a cave and tried to run away from the snake. 

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a taste of kapalika

I was staying in Mainz at the sectorial office. It was time for the Dadas to go for Kapalika meditation. Dada Pranakrsnananda asked me if I could drive him to the graveyard. 

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snake bites its own tail

I don’t remember anymore exactly when, but once I had this dream where a snake was restlessly going around in circles, trying to catch a rat or something.

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three become one

At that time I had been together with M. In my dream I entered a large room. M. was sitting on Baba’s lap and maybe singing or playing a song for Him. 

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Baba blesses luminous bodies

One night I was sleeping on a hill in the mountains around Verona in Italy. I lay under a big tree that was in a clearing surrounded by trees. It was summer and the sky was pure and filled with stars.

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